"i dah sampai dekat block b" walaupun aku duduk dekat blok c.
My 2nd time dapat bunga from him. Bunga dah lawa, make up on point, lighting letop dah cuma gambar je spoil. Tak tahu ler apa pasal delivery man snap gambar muka sebegini rupa. Babe? I am 25. Five years more to 30 series and i am still pendek (& cutiee)
"you umur berapa ahh? kenapa nampak macam baru habis sekolah"
I loved this kind of compliments haha walaupun terasa macam "ish tak nampak matang ke" tapi oklah kan? Asalkan cakap benda yang baik baik gituhhh aderrrrr. Dekat tempat kerja pun my two colleagues yang paling rapat bagi hadiah yeyyyy tapi takde gambar proper la nantilah aku upload here. On the day, i met my optometrist sister Ainun. Dia tak ingat it was my birthday. Coincidence that hari cuti aku and dia ajak keluar. Just a short catch up session and we just talked about problems at workplace HAHAHA
You know, this is the age where your friends getting engaged & married. Build their own happiness. And i am glad that i am witnessing their happy moments. Also, at this age you have to accept that not all your friends are there to be with you. They might forget you because they are too busy with works. Or, you might be forgotten because you are not that important anymore? & it's fact. You might have to plan 365 DAYS EARLY just to have a (5-6 hours) movie & karaoke. That's normal.
I guess, i quite missed my young age days. But now, aku dah terima hakikat. I used to say to him "i don't want to get married early sebab nak enjoy dengan kawan kawan" but now aku tarik balik la hahaha. I thought my friends have the same thought of getting married late. End up, aku jadi "oklah nanti kita kahwin"
At the age of 25, i got new job. Not my dream job but the job that i need to experience with. Just because i liked to know more about retail, so this is the path. It's been my 4th month in this field. I still ask for other's help when i needed to. Get new contacts, and they comfortably share their stories & problems with me.
Happy belated birthday, ZE. Please know that you are doing good everyday. Even though, there were times you feel weak & useless. There were times where you ask yourself;
"why I have to be treated this way?"
"why do I have to do this?"
And you cried at nights, telling him everything. Share your problem with your friends. Remember that, they are still cared about you. More way to go, more things to discover. Again, happy 25th birthday.